Who Am I?

Well I'm just another bored teenager of course. Well I don't like to think of myself as average. I am simply me. I am who God created me to be and I'm ok with that. I'm not perfect. I'm not the prettiest or the smartest girl you'll ever meet, but I'm comfortable in my own skin. I have a purpose in life and I'm going to figure that out and fulfill it someday. I'm different and I don't mind. Some people think I'm weird or strange or crazy, but I don't mind. Love me or hate me, it's your choice and not really something I can change. I know I'm not going to be everyone's favorite person but that's ok, I don't have to be. As long as I can be myself and live life how I should, I'll be happy. I'll deny that sometimes and think I'm miserable, but deep down I'll be happy. I'm not the cookie cutter little miss perfect either. I have my flaws, I've had my tough times that have gone to the extreme. I've gone down dark roads and I'm lucky (not to mention thankful!) to be writing this. Don't try to label me, it's impossible.

Monday, January 10, 2011

Zzz... Zzzz...

I haven't been getting much sleep lately, mainly because I keep spontaneously waking up. How I spontaneously wake up however is quite interesting. For the past few days I've been falling asleep but about 10-30 minutes later I have this crazy weird falling sensation so I bolt up and my mind is spinning and racing faster than I think is possible and I can't grasp any of those thoughts. My first clear thought: " Woah this is like Inception!" that just shows how much of a nerd I am!
Inception is one of my favorite movies of all time and all but, that was truly nerdy. It's a mind bending movie with a ton of symbolism, two elements I absolutely love in a story! The story is pretty AMAZING! The cast is really good too! Ellen Page and Leonardo Decaprio are pretty great as well as the other cast members that I can't remember the names of. As for the speculation of the ending, that is something I won't give too many of my thoughts of to save my readers from spoilers.
Being a writer myself, I will look at it from several perspectives that the writers could have taken. Really there are only three options: Either it fell, it stayed spinning, or the story cut off before either was ABLE to happen. From a writer's standpoint, I have always found that I need to keep my reader on edge at every second. With the anticipation of closure, a writer wants to do the unexpected, thus the wobble. My theory is that before there was time for either to happen, the story ended. It's something I call a "Lady or The Tiger" ending. The reader will never know. In my book that will hopefully be published soon, I've got several situations that are similar and will make my reader hate me. No more will be said about said book for now :P.

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