Who Am I?

Well I'm just another bored teenager of course. Well I don't like to think of myself as average. I am simply me. I am who God created me to be and I'm ok with that. I'm not perfect. I'm not the prettiest or the smartest girl you'll ever meet, but I'm comfortable in my own skin. I have a purpose in life and I'm going to figure that out and fulfill it someday. I'm different and I don't mind. Some people think I'm weird or strange or crazy, but I don't mind. Love me or hate me, it's your choice and not really something I can change. I know I'm not going to be everyone's favorite person but that's ok, I don't have to be. As long as I can be myself and live life how I should, I'll be happy. I'll deny that sometimes and think I'm miserable, but deep down I'll be happy. I'm not the cookie cutter little miss perfect either. I have my flaws, I've had my tough times that have gone to the extreme. I've gone down dark roads and I'm lucky (not to mention thankful!) to be writing this. Don't try to label me, it's impossible.

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Happy Thanksgiving!

The holidays are here and even though it's break, I feel like I'm getting even busier! Being at school/rehearsal for 16 hours a day with no internet really kills how often I get to post, but those crazy three weeks are over! I do miss them a ton though, now I just don't know what to do with my time when I get home.
When it comes to writing lately, I'm so close to the finish line, but my story isn't done. My story is moving way too slow, which is killing my average word count lately. It's like when I have all this free time, I get distracted so easily. There are my two guitars, both of them now sitting in the corner in front of me. Well technically only one is tempting because I haven't moved the amp upstairs yet, nor do I plan to anytime soon seeing it's HUGE.
The holidays for me are a time of relaxing stress, lots of craziness, too much food, and not enough working out. I've been trying to make plans to go to a yoga session for a while, but that's not really happening anytime soon. At least I got to go to the spa last night.
RIght now my current writing dilemma  is that my characters aren't staying true to the original plan. There's no contradiction or anything, but originally Roxanne was supposed to be the down to earth one and Lyra was supposed to be going wild. Turns out that right now Roxanne is out clubbing with a new boyfriend and Lyra is at home obediently going to rehearsals. However, Lyra should be the wild one because she still needs to die a certain way for the right ending to happen. Looks like there will be lots and lots of editing going on in the coming months.

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