Who Am I?

Well I'm just another bored teenager of course. Well I don't like to think of myself as average. I am simply me. I am who God created me to be and I'm ok with that. I'm not perfect. I'm not the prettiest or the smartest girl you'll ever meet, but I'm comfortable in my own skin. I have a purpose in life and I'm going to figure that out and fulfill it someday. I'm different and I don't mind. Some people think I'm weird or strange or crazy, but I don't mind. Love me or hate me, it's your choice and not really something I can change. I know I'm not going to be everyone's favorite person but that's ok, I don't have to be. As long as I can be myself and live life how I should, I'll be happy. I'll deny that sometimes and think I'm miserable, but deep down I'll be happy. I'm not the cookie cutter little miss perfect either. I have my flaws, I've had my tough times that have gone to the extreme. I've gone down dark roads and I'm lucky (not to mention thankful!) to be writing this. Don't try to label me, it's impossible.

Monday, October 4, 2010

Watch out World

I'm sure you've heard the saying "No pain no gain" Well it's pretty true in some situations. Having a mental breakdown helped me more than I can imagine, I can now function and get work done without random freak outs and panic attacks!
Also, I've refined my writing a bit. Nothing posted lately and my little group of writing nerd friends have been raggin' on me for a bit about that. However, I did write a very ummm "different" metaphysical poem a few days ago. Metaphysical poems abstractly compare love to something a bit more atypical than the average love poem. Instead of the average lovely dovey poem comparing how much I love someone to something like a tree or a computer, mine was titled "On the Stupidity of Teenaged Infatuation" You can bet no one else wrote about that. Teenagers are so stupid, and I know I am one, but I do acknowledge that we're all stupid to a point. As for more writing, I'm fresh out of ideas... and I have a sonnet due in two days... I just need something even more unusual than the metaphysical, gotta keep that rep up right?
The metaphysical will be posted as soon as I get it back :)

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