Who Am I?

Well I'm just another bored teenager of course. Well I don't like to think of myself as average. I am simply me. I am who God created me to be and I'm ok with that. I'm not perfect. I'm not the prettiest or the smartest girl you'll ever meet, but I'm comfortable in my own skin. I have a purpose in life and I'm going to figure that out and fulfill it someday. I'm different and I don't mind. Some people think I'm weird or strange or crazy, but I don't mind. Love me or hate me, it's your choice and not really something I can change. I know I'm not going to be everyone's favorite person but that's ok, I don't have to be. As long as I can be myself and live life how I should, I'll be happy. I'll deny that sometimes and think I'm miserable, but deep down I'll be happy. I'm not the cookie cutter little miss perfect either. I have my flaws, I've had my tough times that have gone to the extreme. I've gone down dark roads and I'm lucky (not to mention thankful!) to be writing this. Don't try to label me, it's impossible.

Friday, August 6, 2010

"Just a day, just an ordinary day"

It is so ordinary today. That make me wonder why I haven't made it EXTRAordinary yet. I've spent a majority of the day sleeping in for once, which makes me think "Well there goes another day without me at least trying to make a difference in the world" I've only got a certain amount of days to live, why waste it?
This makes me think of the song "Hero" by Superchick. How many people have I passed by this week that I could've said something nice to? How many chances did I have to give someone a smile or a compliment?
I know this sounds so hypocritical coming for me. I'm not the nicest person most of the time, I've got a good bit of mean in me, but I still wish that the world was nicer to each other. I've got a lot of work to do, but so do a lot of people. All I can do is try. Today my goal is to make someone happy. It's been a rough day so far, and I haven't exactly been the nicest person because of some drama, but I'm going to pray that I have the heart to be nice today. You never know where the little things can go...

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