Who Am I?

Well I'm just another bored teenager of course. Well I don't like to think of myself as average. I am simply me. I am who God created me to be and I'm ok with that. I'm not perfect. I'm not the prettiest or the smartest girl you'll ever meet, but I'm comfortable in my own skin. I have a purpose in life and I'm going to figure that out and fulfill it someday. I'm different and I don't mind. Some people think I'm weird or strange or crazy, but I don't mind. Love me or hate me, it's your choice and not really something I can change. I know I'm not going to be everyone's favorite person but that's ok, I don't have to be. As long as I can be myself and live life how I should, I'll be happy. I'll deny that sometimes and think I'm miserable, but deep down I'll be happy. I'm not the cookie cutter little miss perfect either. I have my flaws, I've had my tough times that have gone to the extreme. I've gone down dark roads and I'm lucky (not to mention thankful!) to be writing this. Don't try to label me, it's impossible.

Monday, June 14, 2010

Parties and Fun

Yeah, it's been a while since I wrote. Lately I've been working on my not-so-short story and I spent last night with a belated birthday party.
Funniest moment of the night: Paul walking through my screen door. The door came off and we all laughed at him... I believe he was going after the "Crack rolls" (fried spring rolls)
Fun moments-
- Playing spoons! I dived across a table at one round and the next round both my friend Will and I dived across the table and I slapped him in the face to get a spoon.
-Manhunt- Me being the one person in a white dress trips and slides down the lawn on my side and there's not a speck of dirt on the dress.
-GUITAR, at the end me and Patch sat on my porch and just played guitar and chatted for like an hour or so. And towards the beginning, Paul loved my Jackson, but hated the tuning.
Good clean safe fun, no drugs or alcohol needed!
Now another day of boredom since everyone's out of town now.

Songs today:
1. "If It Means A Lot To You"- A Day To Remember- Just because I played and sang it yesterday and I love it so much.
2. "4 A.M. Forever"- Lost Prophets- Listened to that one while getting ready
3. "California"- Hawk Nelson- Sang that at work every day over and over and over again
4. "Single Ladies" - Beyonce- Just because last night Will synced his iphone to my macbok which was hooked up to Patrick's amp and interrupted Patrick's playing by blasting this song.
5. "Lucy"- Skillet- Amazing song, so sad but so sweet. About life, love, and loss. <3

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