Oh Boy...

Yeah, boys, boys, boys. Boys are rather dense and stupid for the most part this week. Lots of drama with lots of boys, but I'm not letting that bring me down. I finally got to play that new guitar of mine after getting the floyd rose fixed. However my dad's amp has no distortion at all so I'll have to go buy a pedal or new amp or something.

I got bored in math and sorta wrote a pile of lyrics that fit together and is almost a song. It needs some tweaking and then at the end I wrote this poemish blurb thingy that I thought was kinda nice but doesn't really fit into a song:

It’s about not taking the chance when it’s there. About losing love that one never had. It’s seeing the one you want always thinking about another girl, but never letting your tears fall. It’s wanting that second chance, and believing that someday you’ll get it and everything will be ok in the end.

Under a fake façade, there’s hurt somewhere deep down there.
One that is strong believes that one cannot cry, yet tears are something the strongest accept.

I got it from looking back at those lyrics. I was thinking "Well what exactly is this song about? It changes direction so many times." Well that basically sums up that pile of lyrics. Of course I bet I can pull and tweak at least 2 songs out of it because of the broadness.

When I look back at what I wrote, I'm sitting here thinking "Wow, that's so true!" Taking chances are what makes life interesting. Who wants to stick to the status quo and live never knowing "what if?" What if no one ever dared? What's the point of dreaming if we never actually get up and chase those dreams? I've seen so many people in today's culture just trying to do what the media and others tell them to do, and never thinking for themselves. Those people dream, but are afraid to dream big, afraid of disappointing themselves. Well I can say one will always get disappointed at some point, not everything can be peace, love, and butterflies, but what if they can? What if you chased after your biggest dreams and they come true? How can you live never knowing because you never tried? Don't let someone's words of how they think you can never reach those dreams bring you down. They're not the ones in control. HE is and HE loves you and has plans for you and it is HE that put those dreams inside you and will guide you to reach them.