Who Am I?

Well I'm just another bored teenager of course. Well I don't like to think of myself as average. I am simply me. I am who God created me to be and I'm ok with that. I'm not perfect. I'm not the prettiest or the smartest girl you'll ever meet, but I'm comfortable in my own skin. I have a purpose in life and I'm going to figure that out and fulfill it someday. I'm different and I don't mind. Some people think I'm weird or strange or crazy, but I don't mind. Love me or hate me, it's your choice and not really something I can change. I know I'm not going to be everyone's favorite person but that's ok, I don't have to be. As long as I can be myself and live life how I should, I'll be happy. I'll deny that sometimes and think I'm miserable, but deep down I'll be happy. I'm not the cookie cutter little miss perfect either. I have my flaws, I've had my tough times that have gone to the extreme. I've gone down dark roads and I'm lucky (not to mention thankful!) to be writing this. Don't try to label me, it's impossible.

Monday, May 10, 2010

Attitude

I'm sitting here listening to "Attitude" by Fireflight. I'm so in love with those lyrics.

I hear the tone in your voice
You see that look in my eyes
I think you're missing the point
You think I've lost my mind

I don't care who started this

Drop the attitude
You don't have to win
It's not me against you
We can start again
Drop the attitude
We don't have to fight
We can make it through
Love can make it right

I think that we should just stop
I think that we need to rewind
Forgive and live like we forgot
We ever drew this line

I love you
I just do not understand
Why we do
What we do

Drop the attitude
You don't have to win
It's not me against you
We can start again
Drop the attitude
We don't have to fight
We can make it through
Love can make it right
Drop the attitude
Love can make it right
Make it right
Make it right

Such an awesome song. It's so true and there are so many people I would love to just sing this to. Sometimes I wonder if I'm the only one that wishes life could be like Glee. You know, with the whole being able to sing what you want to say to someone for a more driving effect? Confession: When I hear a song that relates to something I'd like to scream at someone, I sometimes visualize myself singing it to them. Not gonna be ashamed about that one cause it's just so true.
Unfortunately for me, my songwriting craze died down a bit this week, probably because I haven't stopped working or performing for a week. This week won't be much different but much more fun, maybe I'll go crazy writing again. Bingo and I are back to the norm and working with music tons so hopefully they'll be plenty of music soon.
I'm also currently guitarless... I got convinced that I should at least give Drop C tuning a chance so my guitar is being retuned and my acoustic is MIA because my sister messed with it. I'll probably spend the day retuning it just so I can play again. On the plus, I convinced a friend that the strings I use are absoultely amazing and he's planning on getting a set for his Epiphone.

Top Songs for the past week: In random order because I really can't pick
1. "If It Means A Lot To You" - A Day to Remember- Yep, it's still there
2. "Attitude"- Fireflight- well it's the base of this entry right?
3. "Gives You Hell"- Glee soundtrack- There are a couple guys I know that need this sung to them...
4. "A Place Where You Belong"- Bullet for my Valentine- this is all my friend Patrick's fault...
5. "Angels Fall Down"- Skillet- Just in love with it, that and my soft spot for sweet duets

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