Who Am I?

Well I'm just another bored teenager of course. Well I don't like to think of myself as average. I am simply me. I am who God created me to be and I'm ok with that. I'm not perfect. I'm not the prettiest or the smartest girl you'll ever meet, but I'm comfortable in my own skin. I have a purpose in life and I'm going to figure that out and fulfill it someday. I'm different and I don't mind. Some people think I'm weird or strange or crazy, but I don't mind. Love me or hate me, it's your choice and not really something I can change. I know I'm not going to be everyone's favorite person but that's ok, I don't have to be. As long as I can be myself and live life how I should, I'll be happy. I'll deny that sometimes and think I'm miserable, but deep down I'll be happy. I'm not the cookie cutter little miss perfect either. I have my flaws, I've had my tough times that have gone to the extreme. I've gone down dark roads and I'm lucky (not to mention thankful!) to be writing this. Don't try to label me, it's impossible.

Friday, December 24, 2010

Merry Christmas!

It's holiday time again and all I've been doing is playing guitar and writing! Wrote two short stories in the past 24 hours and play guitar for 5 of those hours! Other than that, I've been sitting at home or at work and spending Christmas Eve with my dog. 
It's my mom's birthday so the fam went out to the next town cause my cousins wanted to cook or something and left me to mope and feel sorry for myself, but at least I got a little writing done. But it does get lonely sitting around with my little hairball for company, she's actually just taking an extended nap tonight... that's what I get for not having a boyfriend to spend Christmas Eve with. 
With everything that's happened recently, it just doesn't feel like the holidays anymore. 
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