Who Am I?

Well I'm just another bored teenager of course. Well I don't like to think of myself as average. I am simply me. I am who God created me to be and I'm ok with that. I'm not perfect. I'm not the prettiest or the smartest girl you'll ever meet, but I'm comfortable in my own skin. I have a purpose in life and I'm going to figure that out and fulfill it someday. I'm different and I don't mind. Some people think I'm weird or strange or crazy, but I don't mind. Love me or hate me, it's your choice and not really something I can change. I know I'm not going to be everyone's favorite person but that's ok, I don't have to be. As long as I can be myself and live life how I should, I'll be happy. I'll deny that sometimes and think I'm miserable, but deep down I'll be happy. I'm not the cookie cutter little miss perfect either. I have my flaws, I've had my tough times that have gone to the extreme. I've gone down dark roads and I'm lucky (not to mention thankful!) to be writing this. Don't try to label me, it's impossible.

Friday, February 11, 2011

Is It Just Gonna Be A Dream?

Valentine's day is coming up! Of course I'm going to spend most of it with the robotics team considering we have a fundraiser that day, but I'm hoping a certain someone will be dropping by to see me ;) As for a dream, I've actually started working on a new blog called The Unconditional Love Campaign. It's going to be all about showing the love of Jesus and the world to others no matter what. I have no artistic inspiration for the look of it or how I'm going to kick this off or make it any good, but I'm just so excited!
Life's been treating me both amazing and horrible at once. It's almost like I feel like I'm living a double life. One minute I'm at home being miserable and hating myself, a few hours later I could be getting excited over getting something new to cover.
What I'm really excited for is for all these robotics related events coming up! Monday is the fundraiser, which is basically my project and my baby. Then next week even though I'm on the team, I've been asked by the TV station I'm "working" for to cover the unveiling of the robot! I get to lead my own crew and everything!

And I haven't done this in a while but... Songs That Are Currently Stuck In My Head:
1. "Enchanted"- Taylor Swift- I can't stop singing it! I even learned how to play it for the most part!
2. "Who Is Like Our God"- Skillet- I've been listening to a lot of chill stuff lately, just cause
3. "How He Loves"- John Mark McMillian - amazing song, nuff said.
4. "The Only Exception" - Paramore, it has a lot of meaning to me right now :)
5. "F***ing Perfect" - Pink, I'm not quite the advocate of cussing, but that song is so beautiful!

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