Who Am I?

Well I'm just another bored teenager of course. Well I don't like to think of myself as average. I am simply me. I am who God created me to be and I'm ok with that. I'm not perfect. I'm not the prettiest or the smartest girl you'll ever meet, but I'm comfortable in my own skin. I have a purpose in life and I'm going to figure that out and fulfill it someday. I'm different and I don't mind. Some people think I'm weird or strange or crazy, but I don't mind. Love me or hate me, it's your choice and not really something I can change. I know I'm not going to be everyone's favorite person but that's ok, I don't have to be. As long as I can be myself and live life how I should, I'll be happy. I'll deny that sometimes and think I'm miserable, but deep down I'll be happy. I'm not the cookie cutter little miss perfect either. I have my flaws, I've had my tough times that have gone to the extreme. I've gone down dark roads and I'm lucky (not to mention thankful!) to be writing this. Don't try to label me, it's impossible.

Monday, April 12, 2010

Unbreakable- April 12th

Well that's how I feel right now. Upbeat and ready to take on the world. Benefest went pretty good considering all the bands basically dropped out at the very last minute. Brooke played and then it was random jam band for the rest of the show. Does it make sense to have 9 guitars, a bass, a mandolin, 5 harmonicas, a talkbox, and 5 amps but only 3 musicians on stage at a time? Apparently so.
In a few hours will be the start of insanity/production week. I've already stocked up on black clothes and energy drinks. Homework is gonna be crazy, but maybe we won't have a SkillsUSA exec board meeting this week. Hell week is super fun and super stressful at the same time. The entire cast and crew become a family as we work and stress together and the show at the end is always amazing.
In other news, my chorus won grand champion at Baltimore! I wish I could've been there, but I had to stay back for Benefest. We did raise $622 at Benefest, more than the club has ever raised before. However, this is all for charity and none goes to the club funds. Either way, the fact that I know I can raise that much money in one day with only one month of planning gives me a good outlook for future fundraising attempts, especially considering this event was in no way shape or form how I had planned it to be. The recruitment campaign will be starting soon, so hopefully things will be looking up even more.
Lately something that's interested me is quantum theory. Basically it's this big theory about how thoughts become things because of the law of attraction. It's actually Biblical because somewhere in the New Testement Paul said something about believing you will have something. Seems like a huge act of faith to me, maybe I'll finally get that guitar I have my eye on :D. I did find a guitar I really like, and I'm trying to convince my dad to take me to Durham to seriously check it out. The only downside is that it's almost exactly the same as my friend Patrick's guitar, just a different color. It's a really pretty black guitar, think of how pretty hot pink strings will look on it!

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